Secret

How to blurt it without causing any sadness?

Coz the more I hold it

the longer I keep it

It only kills me slowly

Rant~~~

This blog was created because I intend to make it as a place where I can rant all the things I have in my mind. You might find nothing interesting here as I am not interested to pleasure anyone with my writing. The focus is me...heee

Hence, feel free to read all my rants and to waste all your free time. Or do something else, don't read all my crappy writing. Have a nice life everyone. 

My prince charming

I think I've been searching  all over the place to find someone whom I love. Which is in the quest, I totally forget something that even though you love that person so much, he does not necessarily loves you back, or in my cases, all of whom I love, never loved me back. Often times, I get frustrated with this thing call LOVE. 
I've been hurt so many times that I couldn't bear to get through another one. One day, someone who loves me soooo much will find the path leads straight to my heart! I will be waiting for that day to come. I will pray every night, in his journey to find me, Allah will guide his heart and take a good care of him because I believe in Him.

To my prince charming, good luck! and I will be waiting for you right here, to love you with all my heart forever, promise!

A note to my beloved siblings

I really want to be a good sister and a good example to my younger siblings but somehow I might push myself too hard that I felt I am at the edge of failure. I want my siblings not to repeat the same mistakes as I did in my life. I want and I always pray, they will be successful in their life and future undertakings. I love them too much that I couldn't bear to watch them even in the slightest misery. But how will they understand? When the rush of young adrenaline is in their veins. Deary brothers and sister, kindly remember, our duty as the children and let us zipped it in our mind, whatever we do, the priority will always be our PARENTS. 

Love

Sometimes, it is the pain that tells you, you're in love...

1434H

May Allah bless us now and forever!

new life. . .

Alhamdulillah..praise to Allah for His blessing and I am still breathing to learn from every inch of events happened in my life. So far, of course there are ups and downs in life but I still manage to put it under control.  I have a mid-sem break from study and the 7 days holiday is something that I awaited for so long... Being a student again after one year of not being so, is a new challenge for me because it is a new environment to me. Last time I did my degree in an IPTS but now I am blessed to have the opportunity to pursue my master in IPTA. Everything is new like I start fresh again.  However, sometimes or most of the time I felt, to compare with my new classmates, my speaking skill is not as good as them. When they speak, it blows my mind, metaphorically speaking of course. I felt a bit threatened by this situation. A bit unmotivated too because they are far way better than me. Frustrated I must say, but all my classmates are very helpful. I hope, I can improve myself from time to time. Practice everyday and put the best efforts to improve yourself adah! Speaking bout assignments, there are tonnes of it. As far as I remember, last time in my degree years, I only wrote one article review in Mr. Soo class. Now, for every subjects I have to write an article review. I am so not very good in writing. But, to look at bright sight, these all can help me later in writing my dissertation. So, I think, right now all I need is stop whining and start working on my assignments. heeee~~~ 

Success is for those who work hard and smart! ^_^

warna warni crayon

Hidup ialah kanvas. Pengalaman adalah warna. Ada bermacam-macam warna dan begitu juga ada bermacam-macam pengalaman hidup. Cinta ialah antara salah satu pengalaman hidup, jadi jangan hanya kerana kita kekurangan satu warna, kita abaikan kanvas hidup kita. Hargai warna-warna yang lain untuk kita menghasilkan satu karya indah. Moga dengan penghargaan itu, kita akan dirai dengan CINTA ^_^

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sumber disini

hectic weekend!

One week before entering February, the most favourite month of the whole year! It has been a tiring weekend for me although public holiday was until Tuesday, I still need to replace my tuition's class, hence I decided to take the weekend only T_T

the journey starts on Friday night, 4 of us went back to Johor but made a pit stop in Muar. My cousin and her friend were picked up by her parents. I spent a night there as atok will never let me drive until late night. Later, in the morning, we leave early as I have a date with my bestie, Fateha in the evening. But then, she called and we agreed to meet at night. Because of that, me, atok and Atie, decided to stop by at Carrefour BP. CNY is around the corner and a lot of people regardless of their races are shopping like nobody business =p

I bought a brand new nikon coolpix S2500 with only RM450 (courtesy of Atok) and tudung RM45, that's all. The camera comes with great deal, free SD card 4gig, and 3 years warranty, awesome! Thanks atok for your kindness, once I got my wage, I'll payback your money, pinky promise!

my nikon is as exactly like this one, love it!

I bought a purse and two dresses for atok and she love it very much, I also have a suprise for her, a telekung all the way from Bandung, she wants it for a long time and I can not wait to see her reaction ^_^  We leave Muar around 9am but reached Kluang at 7pm because of the "not so quick" shopping spree =p  Atok must be very glad since she will spend a week in Kluang. 

kesayangan!

Then, on Sunday my bestie and I went to Melaka first, then Kempas for weddings ceremony. Once I reached home, I feel tired but the weekend was awesome indeed! 

Bless

" Take a step closer to Allah and He will be the closest to you"  It's so true. 

Iqra'

There is a saying goes something like this, "a day older a day wiser" but as days pass by, all I can feel is I still have a lot of things to catch up. A LOT and to add the misery on it, I don't even know how or what to start with. If I asked myself right now, what else I have in me to show the world that I am capable with, I think there is NOTHING... Right now I am in total despair. Oh Allah, please guide me, the one who always lost in searching the true meaning of life.

I am surrounded by great and extra-ordinary people. To come across with them, I felt like what I am holding right now are pale in comparison to these amazing people. They inspired me so much, to do more and to live life to the fullest while still holding great faith towards Islam. One of them always constantly remind me in his own special way to always READ, as reading is the key to knowledge and even the first verse of Quran is IQRA' or READ. Maybe, to start with, I need to read and read as many as I can. Hopefully, with Allah's will, this small step will be the investment for the greater step of life ahead. 

::wise as an owl::

time is precious,

When love is in the air

Jangan kau ragu terhadapku
Takkan kubiar kau tertunggu
Bersabarlah kau menantiku

Jangan terlalu kau terburu
Takkan lari yang dikau cari
Akan pasti saat yang dinanti

Pastikan datang detik waktu
Saat ditunggu saat denganmu
Pastikan datang jua waktu
Dalam hatiku kau dekat selalu

Setiap kata dari hati
Takkan sekali kumungkiri
Ku berjanji untuk mu di sini

Setiap detik yang berlalu
Tak sabar untuk ku bertemu
Dan menghitung saat dengan mu

Sehingga ditemukan kita
Sehingga disatukan rasa
Percayalah di antara kau dan aku
Kita sama berteman rindu

amy mastura::akan datang

        

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How I spent money

I had fun with my cousin, Hafizaa last week. Because Kenny Roger's Roaster was offering one free quarter meal for every quarter meal purchased, in one condition, we must wear in RED. As long as there is a significant red that can be seen, then we are qualified to get the supersaver offer. On that day, it is my treat for my cousin because as far as i can remember, i've not treat her for a very long time. We arrived at Sunway Piramid around 11am and we decided to go straight to KRS as we believe if we went there at lunch hour, it will be a jam packed. Thanks to Allah, we managed to get a table and trust me, all the other tables were already occupied. While enjoying our quarter meal, my cousin realized that only us and another couple are Malay, the rest were Chinese, I'm not being racist but in fact I respect them as they are very attentive with what's going on around them, if they are ignorant people, they will not the one who conquer almost 98% KRS' sits on that day. One more thing I realized, most of them (the Chinese) bring along a bottle of water, and they did not order any drinks from KRS and they SAVE MORE. While me, I am a bit pissed off with myself because I don't do the way they do, if i do so, it will save me another quarter meal price. Yup, two drinks in KRS are equal to the price of a quarter meal. However, I learn a lesson, next time, don't care about other people because they are not the one who helps you to pay the bills. You earn the money and you have every right to determine on how you are going to spend your money. Nevertheless, I don't want to feel so stingy as it was my treat for my beloved cousin. So, i just let it go. for this one time only, promise!

Then, we went to Star Archery, yep...going to do some archery thingy bebeh! It was my first time and only one word can described the experience, AWESOME! Will go there again for sure, we both share 78 arrows. Imagined, as the first timer whom involved in this kind of sport, we felt like having a muscle after finishing all the arrows =p

to sum up with, actually there are a lot of offers in the internet that we can make use from it. So far, it is very worth it,both to your pocket and also your relationship with others especially family of course. I don't know about you but as for me who is not earning much, they are a lot of great offers that can not be too good to be ignore. Ops, ok, last one, another great deal i had bought...since my parents love arabic food so much, i decided to take them to an experience of authentic meals at Hadramawt in Puteri Pacific Hotel. I bought two coupons and my younger sister and atok also joined us to celebrate my parents 25th anniversary. With good deal, and amazing evening we had together, all are priceless.

So much have been said but a lot more to be told, till then have a great life ^_^

Happy birthday baba ^_^

I love you

so much

very much

much more 

than you can

ever imagine

you stand by me

day and night

taught me

with warm love

and endless care

my life without you

were nothing

you are my sunshine

and forever 

it will be

dear Allah

please guard him

guide him

and shower him

with your blessings

because

he is

my ONE AND ONLY

beloved baba...

happy birthday to my forever superhero, baba! i love you so much... 

i miss you so much...

baba, you know i am still a cry baby don't you...coz i miss u and mama so much when i was away from both of you . . .