6th June 2016

Second half of the year has already started and I am looking forward to welcome anything or everything that has been destined for me. Truth be told, I am quite scared to think of what else is there for me. Honestly, the first half of this year, in term of academic year was not as good as I planned which make me nervous each time I think about it T_T  On the other side, I feel like I have been spending good quality time with my loved ones and care for them as much as I could and no regret at all on behalf of myself. I get to spend a lot of time with my mum, accompanying her during her OT, send and pick my mum to/from work, layan her all sort of requests, being my parents plus my grandma driver and fulfill all of their requests, as much as I can do. 

But, still, I need to revamp my study plan. I really need to pull myself together and make it to the finish line. It seems so flawless for everyone else, completing their masters degree, but for me, it is really a journey to get to know myself. I always pray that Allah will grant my wish to grad as a master student, amin...insya Allah. If you happen to read this, please make doa/prayer for me to grad as soon as possible ^^,

Update 7th Dec 2016
All my dreams to grad, vanish!
All my positive thoughts, gone!